May Is 29
by jaime R. Nieves

It's again one of those nites
Depression-Anger-Tears-Loneliness
Seems like that's all there is...
I know what they think
It's like a t.v. show
"There he goes with his fuckin' whining."
Shit-I would undergo ECT right now
Just to numb it all away.
I kinda of miss the way
It even flowed through my dreams...
.
jesus what the hell happened to us?
No one gives enuff of a shit anymore-
Or is it that they are worst off than I am?
Soon I will disappear...
I want nothing to remain
Heh--as if it ever was 'what i wanted.'

Written May 29, 2001, 6:20 am
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